peer pressureのない世界

小さい頃から、peer pressure のない世界に行きたいと思っていた。ところどころの世界でそれをコントロールするリーダーのようなヒトがいて、正しいやら正しくないやらで物事を統制し、それに背く意見を排除していた。もしくは排除することで意見を統制していた.

 

自分は排除されることは少なかった（と,思うが）そのリーダーからは団体の波に飲まれさせることができないめんどくさいヤツだとさぞかし思われていただろう。

 

そんな中でも,なんとなく生きてきて、そんな集団心理すらも理解しようと努力したために、各々リーダーにとってめんどくさいながらも,泳がしておいてよい存在だったかような気もする.

 

また、逆に個性がぶつかり合うことを抱えずに生きてきた分、もう今更対峙するのもめんどくさい。

個と付き合えばよいのではないかと思う。個をまず理解し、そしたら理解されるかもしれない。残りの人生はそれでいいのではないか。そんなこと思う今日この頃。

 

Ever since I was a little boy, I wanted to go to a world without pure pressure. In some parts of the world, there were people like leaders who controlled it, controlling things with right and wrong, and eliminating opinions that disobeyed them. In some places, there were leaders who controlled things, rightly or wrongly, and eliminated opinions that disagreed with them. Or they controlled opinions by eliminating them.

 

It's a good idea to have a good idea of what you're going to do and how you're going to do it.

 

In spite of such a situation, I somehow lived my life and made an effort to understand even such group psychology, so I feel that I was a good person to be kept leaving even though I was annoying to each leader.

 

On the other hand, we have lived our lives without having to deal with the clash of personalities, and it's too much trouble to face them now.

 

I think it's better to just deal with the individual. First understand the individual, and then maybe they will understand me. Isn't that enough for the rest of our lives? That's what I'm thinking these days.